it’s all static noise now,
ever since you left.
i stare at the empty space beside me,
and my agony couldn’t be kept.

i screamed and i screamed,
and i clawed at my throat,
but the noise of your absence couldn’t be drowned out.
it went on and on; a single, devastating note.

– s.c.m.



you were the only star in my sky, yet i don’t even shine for you my planets are my heart, my soul and my mind— they revolve around you my comets and my asteroids are my words i throw into oblivion— they’re all waiting for you we all gravitate around you, a solar system made […]


she is vicious; always on her toes, she attacks anyone who comes too close she is rabid, she is wild, she’s full of wonder like a child she is untamed; she has no rules to follow she doesn’t bend around a norm, for the norm is afraid to be swallowed by her ecletic views and […]

you don’t get it

you don’t get it; i said i won’t leave and there’s nothing you can do that would make me go you think after one breakdown, that after i see your broken form— your real self, naked and bare— i would leave. you think when i witness your demons wreaking havoc and your struggle for control, […]


fall on your knees and tell me you’re sorry, sounds like an order but it’s more like a plea regret what you did and tell me you’ll change, promise me your heart and all the blood in your veins erase her name, her kisses, and her touch from your memory, and i would try to […]


sometimes she’s the past; a lingering aftertaste of the wine you had yesterday, a flashback of emotions you felt when you drowned as a kid, a familiar smell you never could describe. sometimes she’s the present, full of spontaneity, shallow breaths and quick heartbeats, she bursts with life and carries around a vibrant aura, she […]

a disaster

we are a disaster when our lips touch, an earth-shaking explosion that comes in a rush our eyes serve as the trigger and our bodies are the bombs, we detonate through each other’s words— sweet nothings slipping from our tongues our hands are literal hand grenades, making sensations explode in each other’s skin upon contact […]

Mom’s Day

I would say one should not only show affection and appreciation to Mothers only on Mother’s Day but every day but then we don’t want to be a buzzkill, aye? Let’s just celebrate and be jolly!

Happy MOM’s Day to all your wonderful moms!

This day you should double up the show of affection and love to all your mothers—biological nor not.

A mother comes in different forms: a friend, a sister, a teacher, and the most basic form, your actual mom.

I know we all have different relationships with our moms, some harder than others. But please, please, please listen to me. Always and always choose to love your mom, rather than harbor hate towards her, not talk to her, ignore her, treat her like a nobody.

Your moms could be trying to understand your warped teenage mind so we should bear with them and meet them halfway—I know that some moms may not be as nice or as loving as others but like I said, harboring hate towards your parents, your father included, would never result to anything good.

Okay, they may have looked down on you, mocked the things that make you happy, and your resentment and anger has grown so much that you don’t even talk, let’s just realize that for every wrong thing they do, they have sacrificed more for us.

And one day they could just be gone and we could never talk to them again, never hug them. We should always forgive our parents, no matter how awful they can be because in the end, they are all we have.

I know it’s hard for some of you but I still stand for what I believe in. You don’t see a son or a daughter happy about a parent’s passing. There will only be regret.

Whew! This has taken a road down a sensitive topic, anyway, always love your parents, love anyone if you could! This world is too twisted and needs more of love and kind people. Be one of them. Enjoy the day! Make your mom smile today! (-: